HI Jeanne, I just saw the note you posted at the time of the loss of your horse friend of 20 years. I hope you do have many pictures and I'm sure from how you talk you have very many special memories. That is a blessing. I hope you will soon feel like you can start enjoying your other horses and finding how to let them ease your pain. I have problems with depression and being with the horses helps more then anything else I have ever experienced to help me maintain a good place with life. My children are grown now and I have good relationships with all of them but my horse is so soothing to my soul. I hope you find that too with another horse. I hope the pain and sadness are lessening for you as time goes by.

Sent with a hug! Shirley